dooka dooka. dooka
i have been wishing the day away and i am quite aware that this is a potential problem. Especially because it is only tuesday.
i was sad today because i realised that the promise i had made to myself to write everyday has not come any closer to actual reality, and neither has any of the other things i have planned in the last couple of months.
this just proves to me that i am in fact, NOT cured of procrastination and that other areas of my life that HAVE changed are unfortunately NOT going to rub off on lesser movivated areas that need almost immediate attention.
but then again, anything i think is important is high priority - so there may be a slight over exaggeration. maybe.
Another thing i have learned about myself is the safety and comfort of my own headspace. I guess there is something secure about thoughts and ideas never being shared.
i was sad today because i realised that the promise i had made to myself to write everyday has not come any closer to actual reality, and neither has any of the other things i have planned in the last couple of months.
this just proves to me that i am in fact, NOT cured of procrastination and that other areas of my life that HAVE changed are unfortunately NOT going to rub off on lesser movivated areas that need almost immediate attention.
but then again, anything i think is important is high priority - so there may be a slight over exaggeration. maybe.
Another thing i have learned about myself is the safety and comfort of my own headspace. I guess there is something secure about thoughts and ideas never being shared.