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I havnt written in here since the summer, wow. Not that anything very eventful has happened but still. Hmmm. The year is almost over, Im glad, it's been a tough one, full of break ups and let downs, drama and being broke. I moved out of my apt last week with the help of some sweet young men, I put my shit in storage and have been crashing at my moms while i figure out what i want to do and where i want to go. I think I'll go back to school next semester, take out a loan, buy an amazing camera and then learn how to be badass at photo shop. I'd like to spend a month in new york this summer but I hope to get out there for a visit way before then if i can handle the cold. I'm single but ive been "hanging out" with people so i dont really feel lonely. I wish someone could make me excited again but I just dont feel it these days. Im ok with it though because it makes me totally unaffected. I have no idea what to get my family for christmas as usual, oh well I'll figure it out. I miss all my nyc friends, i feel like everyone leaves austin for there, enough to make me wish I'd stayed. My goal for now is to NOT be here for new years, last years was awful. Anyway this entry is pretty dull, and its that which has kept me for writing in here for so long haha but oh well!