"make them laugh it comes so easy when it comes to the part that your breaking my heart"
Donny Darko
Quite possibly the best movie I have seen all year.
I just got back from Morgan's and we watched it.
Man, so good.
I want to be like Amelie and take pictures with my cute boyfriend too.
I am with Morgan and Laura on this one.
Only not.
I haven't talked about me and my stance on relationships lately so here goes.
I want a boy who loves the Lord more than life itself or me for that matter.
I want a boy as cute as Danny Darko.
I want a boy who is smart, but not THAT much smarter than me. I don't like feeling stupid.
I want a boy to build forts with out of the kitchen table and blankets.
I want a boy to go to the ocean with.
I want a boy who is my best friend.
I want a boy who I can cry in front of.
I want a boy who enjoys listening to Nat King Cole.
I want a boy who sings softly in my ear.
I want a boy who doesn't want me. At least not now....because as of right now I don't want him. I don't want anyone except my sweet sweet Lord.
I realize that I shouldn't have all these preconceptions or requirements for my future guy. If I am meant to be with him then I will. He may not be perfect but he will be perfect for me. I really don't think that at the age of 15 I should be in a relationship. Because when I go out with someone I want it to be real and serious. But right now I don't need anything too serious in my life anyway. I know I am mature but I don't feel it would be good for me where I am in my life. I have the rest of my life to be married why should I be now? And essentially that is what I would be doing. I don't see the point in going out with someone if you don't want to marry them. What you just want to have a good time for a year or two and then poof it's all gone and you move on to someone new ? This doesn't mean you have to marry the first person you go out with, because I don't think that would be a good idea either. This is why we date when we are older and find out who we are compatible with. But why rush things and do it right now. I am not ready to get married are you?
And I'm sure a lot of people are thinking well " I don't want to get married just yet but I don't think that i should deny myself love or happiness."
To this I say are you not loved enough by your family or the Lord?
Do you have to have some guy or girl to love you or to love?
A lot of times people get their feelings mized up. They don't realize that the reason they crave a relationship and love so badly is because they have been spiritually and emotionally starved. You should make sure that the relationships between your friends and family are healthy, otherwise getting a guy or girl in your life just adds confusion and can sometimes lead to the decay of another relationship. Make sure that the ones closest to you will not be the ones to suffer from your need to fill the empty void in your life. I will tell you right now it needs to be filled with Jesus. That is the only way you will never be hungry. His love does not run dry.
Quite possibly the best movie I have seen all year.
I just got back from Morgan's and we watched it.
Man, so good.
I want to be like Amelie and take pictures with my cute boyfriend too.
I am with Morgan and Laura on this one.
Only not.
I haven't talked about me and my stance on relationships lately so here goes.
I want a boy who loves the Lord more than life itself or me for that matter.
I want a boy as cute as Danny Darko.
I want a boy who is smart, but not THAT much smarter than me. I don't like feeling stupid.
I want a boy to build forts with out of the kitchen table and blankets.
I want a boy to go to the ocean with.
I want a boy who is my best friend.
I want a boy who I can cry in front of.
I want a boy who enjoys listening to Nat King Cole.
I want a boy who sings softly in my ear.
I want a boy who doesn't want me. At least not now....because as of right now I don't want him. I don't want anyone except my sweet sweet Lord.
I realize that I shouldn't have all these preconceptions or requirements for my future guy. If I am meant to be with him then I will. He may not be perfect but he will be perfect for me. I really don't think that at the age of 15 I should be in a relationship. Because when I go out with someone I want it to be real and serious. But right now I don't need anything too serious in my life anyway. I know I am mature but I don't feel it would be good for me where I am in my life. I have the rest of my life to be married why should I be now? And essentially that is what I would be doing. I don't see the point in going out with someone if you don't want to marry them. What you just want to have a good time for a year or two and then poof it's all gone and you move on to someone new ? This doesn't mean you have to marry the first person you go out with, because I don't think that would be a good idea either. This is why we date when we are older and find out who we are compatible with. But why rush things and do it right now. I am not ready to get married are you?
And I'm sure a lot of people are thinking well " I don't want to get married just yet but I don't think that i should deny myself love or happiness."
To this I say are you not loved enough by your family or the Lord?
Do you have to have some guy or girl to love you or to love?
A lot of times people get their feelings mized up. They don't realize that the reason they crave a relationship and love so badly is because they have been spiritually and emotionally starved. You should make sure that the relationships between your friends and family are healthy, otherwise getting a guy or girl in your life just adds confusion and can sometimes lead to the decay of another relationship. Make sure that the ones closest to you will not be the ones to suffer from your need to fill the empty void in your life. I will tell you right now it needs to be filled with Jesus. That is the only way you will never be hungry. His love does not run dry.