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So I was commenting in Mish's journal and I realized how retarded priorities are. I lost two friends last week... two people I knew very well from home. My friend also lost someone very important to her. Why is it that we have to push everything aside to take finals? Neither of us were able to attend the funerals.. I'm not sure if I would have anyways... maybe for friend support but I don't entirely believe in funerals anyways. I do and don't. But the fact taht we go through a week of hating ourselves and working ourselves to the bone for two hours of self torture, beign put before the memory of a life lost... why? why is our world so fucked up. Anyways. I'm exhausted from finals and working my ass off. I am currently avoiding men interested in me at all costs and... am relatively ok aside from being sick and weak. I hope everone is doing well.