college
college.. yeah.
been here for about a month solid now. its not that i dont like it here.. i just miss certain things like crazy. my girlfriend, my truck, my money. but my money recirculated, my truck has a new owner, and it doesnt seem like my girlfriend will ever give me my heart back. not that i dont want her to have it... its just hard. i think how i worded it for her was something along the lines of "its hard waking up every morning and knowing that you wont see the person you love."
still, perseverence in the face of adversity.
ive never been one to let obstacles get in the way of me having what i want. and not only do i want caitlin mary west, but i want no other girl but caitlin mary west.
no place to skate. i know that sounds lame cuz im in philly, but im in center city and word is that tickets get handed out left and right.
im not really sure what im doing here. im educating myself and all.. but do i really want to do this as more than a hobby? im not sure i do. but if not this then what will i do with myself? im spending lots of money on this education... and im not quite sure the school is worth the money im spending on it. we'll see where caitlin decides to go and i'll prolly try to be near her. like ive said before.. i can do anything i want and have no doubt i can accomplish whatever i go for... but even though i can do everything.. i just really wanna do anything with her. i dont like being so far away.
more waiting to go i suppose. i was thinking about it.. and in two days i see my love again. but then two days after that i fly back here. its not like i can keep her. i feel like a divorced dad who can see his kids one weekend a month... cuz thats almost exactly the situation im in. one weekend a month sounds about accurate to how often i'll be seeing her. christmas break will be rewarding though when i fly out to milwaukee with her and meet her family. i already know her brother and her family here and her grandparents, and i think all of them are great. her grandparents especially are in love with me lol.
been here for about a month solid now. its not that i dont like it here.. i just miss certain things like crazy. my girlfriend, my truck, my money. but my money recirculated, my truck has a new owner, and it doesnt seem like my girlfriend will ever give me my heart back. not that i dont want her to have it... its just hard. i think how i worded it for her was something along the lines of "its hard waking up every morning and knowing that you wont see the person you love."
still, perseverence in the face of adversity.
ive never been one to let obstacles get in the way of me having what i want. and not only do i want caitlin mary west, but i want no other girl but caitlin mary west.
no place to skate. i know that sounds lame cuz im in philly, but im in center city and word is that tickets get handed out left and right.
im not really sure what im doing here. im educating myself and all.. but do i really want to do this as more than a hobby? im not sure i do. but if not this then what will i do with myself? im spending lots of money on this education... and im not quite sure the school is worth the money im spending on it. we'll see where caitlin decides to go and i'll prolly try to be near her. like ive said before.. i can do anything i want and have no doubt i can accomplish whatever i go for... but even though i can do everything.. i just really wanna do anything with her. i dont like being so far away.
more waiting to go i suppose. i was thinking about it.. and in two days i see my love again. but then two days after that i fly back here. its not like i can keep her. i feel like a divorced dad who can see his kids one weekend a month... cuz thats almost exactly the situation im in. one weekend a month sounds about accurate to how often i'll be seeing her. christmas break will be rewarding though when i fly out to milwaukee with her and meet her family. i already know her brother and her family here and her grandparents, and i think all of them are great. her grandparents especially are in love with me lol.