Aug 03, 2004 23:49
so lately ive been living really spontaneously, and its been working out great. heres a few stories..
sunday was the band dispatch's final concert. it was in boston at the hatch shell, free show. i think something around 50,000 people showed up i heard. it was crazy shit.
so going was a last minute thing the day before. i got off work and hooked myself up with a ride. we went to alewife and took the T into boston. the line was fucking huge, and that coolest part was you could tell everybody at the T station was going to see dispatch, or at least 80-90% of em anyways. i met a bunch of cool people and had a blast.
so the concert started at five, but we got there around 1, so at about 3 me and dave decide we need a guitar to jam on. so we skate through boston some 15 blocks looking for a music store in the hot ass sun, and we find daddy's junky music, go in, and i bought a $100 acoustic, a squier. its not bad for 100 bucks at all. so then we go back, jam a little (even though i knew like two songs. i didnt even play til after i bought that guitar sunday), and me and justin decide we're bored. so we go search for something to skate.
justin decides he needs to take a leak, so we skate into this alley that serves as a bunch of driveways too for some well off people from the looks of the mercedes and shit they had. so he goes into this corner and starts taking a leak, but he just keeps pouring it out for like 2 minutes, and this big puddle is forming. finally a strand breaks free and starts rolling down the road in this hugely long piss river. so i stood at the bottom and got a pic of the piss river leading up to his back turned to me and pee STILL coming out from between his legs. shit was nuts. haha.
then i told this girl (hot) that i would write her a song, which i since have and its fucking rad, im just not so good at playing guitar yet to know how to play it right lol. but i just printed out tabs for a bunch of love songs and studied em. the songs pretty good, but not that hard. i'll write lyrics soon.
so we go home and dave hasta go sleep but she doesnt hafta be home for a bit, so her and i go to a playground and sit on the swings. it was so much fun. then we played tag. haha. im 18 and playing tag again. i loved it.
so i wanted to kiss her, but i didnt. i figured if she wanted to kiss me, she would have. besides, i have another interest in that department. dont need to be getting myself into trouble or anything. on a final note, i bought this girl a coke. it was smooth, but requires too much explaining to show why. so bleep that.
then two nights ago, on monday, i worked blockbuster and was coming home when i saw some people on the side of the road with a broken down car. i pulled over and asked if they needed a phone or anything, and they tried to call for a ride but got no answer, so i offered em a ride and they got in. the girl then commented how good my car smelled from the incense i burn in it, and i said thanks, and that it covered some scents i wanted to keep more subtle, so they take that as a hint and whip out a bag of pot and a piece and offer to smoke me up. hahaha. it was awesome.
then i spent the night at mikes and we drank a little and chilled. hes definately a cool kid, and i hope him and i get to go pick up chicks some time, hah.
tonight i skated more, but i have a two reasons to support my 'we create our own reality' claims.
first off, about two weeks ago i was thinking about my friend jay and thought i ought to call him to chill with him cuz i hadnt seen him all summer, thats like two months too long. the next night he shows up at my house and asks if i wanna do somethin. lol it was sick.
then the girl (that i wrote the song for) was on my mind tonight when i was skating, and i was gettin kinda bummed out thinkin about her, cuz i wasnt sure if she was into me or not. im still not sure if she digs me or not, but i'll pretend for arguments sake that she does. no more than five minutes after i start thinking about her at a common skate place 20 minutes from my town does this very same girl show up with my friend stephon and his brother. random as hell. but it cheered me up and i kept skating. i didnt even land anything impressive, but i kept skating. and thats what mattered.
the thing is, shit like that happens to me ALL the time. and it seems far too coincidental, so i think we create our own realities. you all only exist when i want you to and i manifest you. if you exist in my life, feel lucky. its cuz i want you to. (refer to first entry)
today me and justin went to alicia's house and he handed me this decorative looking oar (like you row a boat with) and told me i should steal it, jokingly. so i put it down my pants with the square part at the top and the tube running down my leg. looked like i just had a gigantic wang, which is what i told people when they asked why i was walking so funny. her sister isnt the smartest girl. but i took it out before i left when nobody was looking and leaned it against a door.
then at nashua park hadley was harassing these stupid 13 year old sluts. they were talking about sex and stuff and he was askin if he could took a poop on their chests. it was funny as hell cuz i think for a little bit they were considering it. which is just disgusting, but who am i to judge? if you have a shit fettish, just dont include me and more power to ya.
on a final note for this entry, me and mr. blue were coming home from skating and it started to rain. so much like mr. orange and i did, i stuck my arm out the window for a ninja test on the highway. feels like razorblades pinging against your skin when youre going 100. at 75 it just feels like a constant spray of pebbles. i didnt make it the entire ride home, it was raining ridiculously hard. but i held my own, longer than mr. blue (it was his first time though, not to talk him down or anything.. i commend him lol)
at any rate, i'm gonna go vibe out to music and hit the sack. peace out gangstas. take time to enjoy taco bell cheesy gordita crunches.
heres to choosing wisely and positively.