worries
I think about my fears all this morning. I'm probably mad a little actually. My teacher Ombysh called me this morning to change the time of my lesson. I immediately had my heart paining. weird thing. it's about a few hours from his call i worry still. and a few other fears follow this.
actually I'm afraid of one thing but i just cannot say what it is because i'm afraid of name it. point it and also admit what i'm afraid of it. It's terribly hard to impress with words but hard to feel it. this fear exists for waves. i can don't think about it for much time(the longest term is about a half of year) but later catch hard what i just cannot breast in!
all points of my life sum up and are one big fear transforming to my two the biggest fears. it catches me all. i'm afraid with all my body and also soul.
when it come i always start to talk about but terribly afraid somebody knows about that thing i fear. but just cannot think about something else!!!! and the worth thing i don't leave those fears away, because it's just mine(hurting mine) and i'm afraid of being normal. i need to be mad of others and point all little things what can do do me so...
actually I'm afraid of one thing but i just cannot say what it is because i'm afraid of name it. point it and also admit what i'm afraid of it. It's terribly hard to impress with words but hard to feel it. this fear exists for waves. i can don't think about it for much time(the longest term is about a half of year) but later catch hard what i just cannot breast in!
all points of my life sum up and are one big fear transforming to my two the biggest fears. it catches me all. i'm afraid with all my body and also soul.
when it come i always start to talk about but terribly afraid somebody knows about that thing i fear. but just cannot think about something else!!!! and the worth thing i don't leave those fears away, because it's just mine(hurting mine) and i'm afraid of being normal. i need to be mad of others and point all little things what can do do me so...