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I'm not in a good mood today. What a way to start off.
I'm on my period. Yes that is always the way to start off a bad day. Awesome. This period makes me want to Wii every mintue. It was so frustating for the first couple of hours of being a awake. So I gave up and headed for bed with a hot water bottle.
Had werid fucked up dreams. All of them with Billah in them, but he was nice so that's a plus. During half of my dream my mum in reality walked into my room. She obviously asked why I was in bed from seeing me up eariler. I told her about my pains, then I asked her when dinner will be ready, and she asked me when I will be going to work. In my sense, implying that she will make it according to my working. So I fell back asleep. Last dream, I was at my Seamill house (twas big) and of course Billah was there, huggling and cuddling me ^-^ But my mum was also there and I told her that I loved her... I very rarely say that.
I woke up. Got up and went down stairs, saw my mum's car was gone I asked my dad.
"Oh she left to see your granmother"
What about dinner then?
"She said that you will have to make it yourself from the freezer."
I was so angry I burst into tears. Why? There was NOTHING in the house to make a decent dinner. No bread, no meat, no nothing. NOT EVEN PASTA SAUCE. So I gave up and checked the freezer. I opened up the garage door and there was a giant blockaid of utter garage shit covering the enterance of the freezer. It would've tooken 10 mintues to move the stuff, then more time to move it back JUST TO GET A PRE FROZEN MEAL!
I was so fucking angry. I still am.
Must just be my emotions. I'm not having a good day. And I'm working at 6 tonight. I will not have a good night either.
At least one of my family members actually worried about me, and offered to go to the shop and get what I needed. I was just in a huff so I just said bread. So thank you Dad. ANd you mum, fuck off.
I dislike my family too much. They rarely care about how I feel. Of course you guys will say, they do love you. Yeah I know they do. But they certainly don't show it. And neither do I.
I can't wait to move out.
I'm on my period. Yes that is always the way to start off a bad day. Awesome. This period makes me want to Wii every mintue. It was so frustating for the first couple of hours of being a awake. So I gave up and headed for bed with a hot water bottle.
Had werid fucked up dreams. All of them with Billah in them, but he was nice so that's a plus. During half of my dream my mum in reality walked into my room. She obviously asked why I was in bed from seeing me up eariler. I told her about my pains, then I asked her when dinner will be ready, and she asked me when I will be going to work. In my sense, implying that she will make it according to my working. So I fell back asleep. Last dream, I was at my Seamill house (twas big) and of course Billah was there, huggling and cuddling me ^-^ But my mum was also there and I told her that I loved her... I very rarely say that.
I woke up. Got up and went down stairs, saw my mum's car was gone I asked my dad.
"Oh she left to see your granmother"
What about dinner then?
"She said that you will have to make it yourself from the freezer."
I was so angry I burst into tears. Why? There was NOTHING in the house to make a decent dinner. No bread, no meat, no nothing. NOT EVEN PASTA SAUCE. So I gave up and checked the freezer. I opened up the garage door and there was a giant blockaid of utter garage shit covering the enterance of the freezer. It would've tooken 10 mintues to move the stuff, then more time to move it back JUST TO GET A PRE FROZEN MEAL!
I was so fucking angry. I still am.
Must just be my emotions. I'm not having a good day. And I'm working at 6 tonight. I will not have a good night either.
At least one of my family members actually worried about me, and offered to go to the shop and get what I needed. I was just in a huff so I just said bread. So thank you Dad. ANd you mum, fuck off.
I dislike my family too much. They rarely care about how I feel. Of course you guys will say, they do love you. Yeah I know they do. But they certainly don't show it. And neither do I.
I can't wait to move out.