I never thought...

[gank]

I never thought it would actually come to this. I certainly never thought it would be this hard. I'm hurt. Scared. Angry. Confused. Frustrated. Sick... And I don't know how to just make this all go away. My rabbit hole is looking cozy, but someone I know burned it down. All I have right now is the hope to find solace and sanctuary in the arms of the people I know love me.

If I didn't leave, he probably would have left me...