long time.....
hey well i mean god it has been forever since i have writtedn in this bad boy. i mean GOSH. alot has been going on. i am never home because of volleyball and school and soon i will be doing the play so that should be interesting. i miss my friends though. i do i mean i just come home do homework and sleep. i mean i am so tired all the time. i hate it. my mom and me have been at eachothers throats and i hate it. i mean me and her always get along but she doesn't trust me and i am not even do anything. she has made me into a mean person lately i have snapped at everyone. i feel bad. me and jenna have every class together and i feel bad cuz i think that i have been a bitch to her cuz she is always with me. i don't mean too. i have been mean to andrew too. i feel bad about that too. i mean i wish my mom would justlike him cuz it bothers him hella and he doesn't even do anything. the other day he said the "L" word. and it was weird cuz i siad it back. i am not usaully like that i mean it took me hella long to say it to gary. i didn't even say it the first time gary said it because i didn't feel it. but i feel it with andrew. i do love him. i think he is so grand..but anyways i think i will quit being gay. I MISS MOLE AND KENNA AND JANE EVER SO MUCH. it has been tooo long. i love u all. i have to go but much love.