Jul 08, 2004 12:01
haha... well i have put myself into some shit and i am not sure how i am going to get out of it... me and jenna have been spending a lot of time with this really cool ass guy named andrew and feelings are starting to blossum.... i heart that kid.. i mean he is nice and funny and caring and REALLY REALLY hot... but i am liking him a t a bad time i am thinking of breaking up with gary but then i dont' want to... i am soo confused.. like me and gary have been through so much... and i love him... i really do.. but i just feel closed in and like i have to be a house wife. and i am having a great time with andreew. he is great and he is a person that i would hella get with but there is DRAMA there too. one he is in the group of people i hang out with and i am hella afraid that it would be weird if we were ever to break up.. and i kinda wanna just live the single life for a while... but then i am with gary and i love it sometimes.. and i am happy but then me andrew chill and i ma like man i like that kid.... and i am sooo upset cuz i don't want to hurt either of them... andrew is soo sweet and i would hate myself if i hurt hm and i would be upset and i am soooooo CONFUSED