Dont blame me. Maybe I can get annoying and shit...but if it bugs you say something, if it bugs her, she'll say something. You cant blame me for your fuck-ups. I thought you quit smoking? You told all of us you did, and then do it anyway? Sometimes I fucking regret hooking you up with becca, I wish she never met you...I dunno if you just dont get it or what...she is like in fucking love with you...and a girl like Becca, a girl that amazing your a fucking dumbass to treat her the way you do. I thought you learned your lessons after regretting cheating on her, and i thought you changed, i figured maybe he wont lie to her and do shit behind her back...but no, you still do it. What the fuck is it gonna take you to realize that what you have is better than anything your ever gonna get...and what you want, is what you already have, its YOUR choice to stay with her or not...so do you wanna keep up what your doing and fuck up any chance you could ever dream of having with one of the most beautiful, understanding, and sweet girls you've ever met...is smoking weed and cigarettes really worth losing all of that? I ccant tell you what to do Wes, its your choice, but think about it, this is the SECOND time i've helped you with getting with her...and if you continue doing the shit you do, it'll be the last without question. Make the right choice.
umm yeah no shit its not just like i can just quit. fucking quiting smoking is a lot harder than u think its not like i want to smoke and not go out with her i love her more than any thing and it sucks to know that i am slowly fucking up. u make it seem like i dont care if i do something like smoke. thats y i feel bad! if i do something like that i cant get over it and i think about it alot and i never want to do it again but it keeps fucking happining. yeah i have fucking changed and maybe u dont see it but still i have. i could type a fucking whole list of shit but no. i dont want to smoke i dont want to be a fuck up but thats how it is right now and i am tring to get myself out of this and it takes a bit. u dont understand its like i dont choose to smoke i need to. but i am trying to get over it. nvm that i was not trying to blame anything on u i was just saying that it sucks. she said that she is not mad so if that is true than its all good. yes i have learned my lession and i am trying to fix it. by the way i have quit i went from a pack a day of fucking reds to one ultra light a week to none. yeah its known fact that quitting smoking is harder than quitting heroin so yeah i think that i am doing fucking great and to her and every one its like bad as fuck. but fuck it i am over it we need to chill are grams damn b. peace
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