True Friends, How many of us have them?
aye gavult. going back in time lookin at journal entries, a year back, two, three, four, five years. time flys.
this day seems familar, wonder why, ahh it was today a year ago I won $20 bucks at the Hard Rock, got a card with my 4 lucky numbers in order (1 in 1000 chance) and then went shoppin on South Beach to get charged with beatin up cops or some shit. police brutality. fuckin c.o.
anyways I cleaned out old shit and looked thru fruity stuff, i think its odd how some with such emotion could change outta the blue. even jus tryin to say 'whats up you know? how you been, good i hope'
i guess they don't wanna hear it. move away lost contact for a little bit, when it all comes back what happened to the good vibes? my group of friends has changed every year, some good, some bad. now almost none, but true friends on a daily? One-thats Jamie.
I mean I've been mad cool with another for years, she'll always be my homegirl and sis but shes on another twisted path thats one of two. If push came to shove I'd be off the cliff without a hand to pull me up. Sad to think of it like that but i do. =(
theres over 400 people in my phone book, acquaintances up the ying-yang. I actually saw Britney from Pines last night at the bar.. Night before? Something along those lines, we're still cool, hopefully. pretty wild night, she got out and started whoopin her girlfriends ass for tryin to jump out of the car. off start for seein someone in years.
...Old friends that don't talk anymore, lost contact, lost chances, some regrets especially one I think I'll always strike to heart. I followed the path of my age, it was cool but not worth it.
I don't provoke much to lose contact with some, but recently, hell the past month. More than a few close people when I ask them 'hows it goin'. I got the shit brick fuck you. maybe they're on their own game, makin their own teams i like to think, in a good way, maybe it makes all the non spirited fly away...
Perhaps thats all it comes down to. Even if you just have one person who understands you and actually cares and gives a fuck, one to speak up at your eulogy. But time is young and on my side, for now.
this day seems familar, wonder why, ahh it was today a year ago I won $20 bucks at the Hard Rock, got a card with my 4 lucky numbers in order (1 in 1000 chance) and then went shoppin on South Beach to get charged with beatin up cops or some shit. police brutality. fuckin c.o.
anyways I cleaned out old shit and looked thru fruity stuff, i think its odd how some with such emotion could change outta the blue. even jus tryin to say 'whats up you know? how you been, good i hope'
i guess they don't wanna hear it. move away lost contact for a little bit, when it all comes back what happened to the good vibes? my group of friends has changed every year, some good, some bad. now almost none, but true friends on a daily? One-thats Jamie.
I mean I've been mad cool with another for years, she'll always be my homegirl and sis but shes on another twisted path thats one of two. If push came to shove I'd be off the cliff without a hand to pull me up. Sad to think of it like that but i do. =(
theres over 400 people in my phone book, acquaintances up the ying-yang. I actually saw Britney from Pines last night at the bar.. Night before? Something along those lines, we're still cool, hopefully. pretty wild night, she got out and started whoopin her girlfriends ass for tryin to jump out of the car. off start for seein someone in years.
...Old friends that don't talk anymore, lost contact, lost chances, some regrets especially one I think I'll always strike to heart. I followed the path of my age, it was cool but not worth it.
I don't provoke much to lose contact with some, but recently, hell the past month. More than a few close people when I ask them 'hows it goin'. I got the shit brick fuck you. maybe they're on their own game, makin their own teams i like to think, in a good way, maybe it makes all the non spirited fly away...
Perhaps thats all it comes down to. Even if you just have one person who understands you and actually cares and gives a fuck, one to speak up at your eulogy. But time is young and on my side, for now.