Feb 05, 2004 12:58
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Week from hell! Emily's ex boyfriend of 3 years is in town and get this...he wants to stay with us! Ha...not cool with me. We've fought about this since Sunday and guess what?! I'm moving out. 1. I'm not going to be put second because this faggot is trying to get back with MY girlfriend and he is the one that fucking cheated on her like 5 times. But, oh he loved her. Right! Then...get this she goes behind my back and tells that mother fucker he can stay...but who bought the fucking house she lives in? Yeah, not her. She lied to me, she used me and she will pay. I don't even know what to do...I love her so much and I don't want this fucker anywhere near her but their friends...so she says is that why I saw them all over each other. I guess I hope she's happy with her decision because she may have just lost me.
I can't even get all my feelings about this together. My head is spinning. I depise her and the fact that I gave her everything...I loved her. She knew from the start she HAD me ever since I moved for her...I guess I shouldn't have been so blind to the fact that she was just keeping me on her line. She makes me feel like complete and utter shit. She lied to my face...but she loved me. Haha. Don't I look like the fool. But, I guess two can play this game...cause hunnie I played you first. Don't ever forget that!
fuck you, you ho i don't want you back...fits nicely wouldn't you say.