the turtle
so i wrote a really long entry about things that have been going on. but i accidentally hit the back space with my finger and somehow everything got deleted. so now im discouraged and dont feel like rewriting everything haha. but basically it just talked about how ive been enjoying my weekends off now. and how i went to my cousin's 10th bday party and his sister managed to put me on a "blind date" that i wasnt prepared for at the party..well it wasnt actually a date bc he didnt have buy me anything LOL. and my cousin left us alone together so for me it was awkward but he was trying so hard to make me impressed and it just wasnt working. i mean he was nice n all but he just wasnt my type...and he looked like a turtle. haha im not being a bitch. he seriously did. and you know what his friends call him? TURTLE! haha but yeah...and its not about looks, but he just said all of the wrong things. i think he was super nervous though bc he kept repeating how my cousin was the "matchmaker" and i was thinking to myself OK I GET THE POINT! haha. but i felt kinda sorry for him...not enough to pursue anything. and he kept finding reasons to touch my arm. haha which was like aww but strange. and my other cousin was like poor you (to me). i just hate having to think of all kinda things to talk about esp. after the basics are covered..and he talked soooo low. like i could barely understand what he was saying. which is the opposite of me. haha and then he told my cousin that he thinks we hit it off and that he thinks i was interested in him. um...im sorry that not being a bitch and not ignoring you makes me interested. haha and i dont do sympathy dating..sorry. haha im just glad he didnt ask for my number on the spot..even though he could get it from my cousin. but oh well. i hope she knows better. she told him that im picky and that i know what i like...so hopefully that gave him the idea that i didnt ask him for his number.
so yeah...but ill update about the rest of my summer so far later.
anyways...so i was watching oprah yesterday, which is what i always do when im home at 4. and it was on famous people who are gay and people who are gay in general. so mom comes home...and i didnt think to change the channel..well i did. but i was testing her to see if she was gonna say something. sure enough..she sits down and starts talking to me saying 'marqui..do you have anything to tell me?' and 'remember the time i woke u up at 2 in the morning to ask you if you were gay?' and i didnt say anything...i just looked at her. haha and like i got irritated bc im like damn ok...all im doing is watching oprah and you are gonna start interrogating me on something ive already explained to you millions of times since that joke. and its like that everytime something controversial comes on tv. i mean i cant even watch will and grace without being looked at like im crazy. ugh but whatever. she isnt even gonna get to me about that anymore haha she needs to let it go..i mean do i need to get some random guy i dont even like just for her to back off...maybe the turtle. haha jk bout that.
i hope it stops raining....