Nov 22, 2004 04:42
Well lets see it is now 4*42 and i have been up since 4*00... i dont have to be up till 6*00 but i had the worse nightmare ever, that i dont ever want to go back to sleep.. if you know me, you kow my brother is my life.. well this is my nightmare with that at note:
"My mom walks outside to tell me and my sister to get ready, and she looks at me and ask why didnt i get my brother david in the car, and i said because you didnt tell me to, and she said well he is in the backyard.. so i walked into the backyard, and there was a pool.. (not my house nor my pool because i dont have a white house or a pool) but i was calling out david david lets go.. and there was no answer so i walked over to the side of the pool, and there was my little bro at the bottom of the pool, so i jumped in and then woke up crying.."
Well i keep replaying the same sight of my little bro at the bottom of taht pool, witch is killing me inside.. nobody notices that i would only give my life up for my little bro he was the one that was always there for me no matter what... I LOVE YOU DAVID SO MUCH , AND NOTHING WILL EVER CHANGE THAT...
i would give up my life for you in a heartbeat.. mwah!
Well imma go bacx to downloading music, because i need to get my mind off of seeing that sight over and over... much love always Nicole.. mwah!