Random questions on a sleep dep night

[gangrel_phillip]

If I died.... would anyone care?
Would anyone notice or would my stepdad finally realize he hasnt seen me in a month and my room is starting to stink?
Would I be missed? And if so Why?
Have I honestly made a difference in peoples lives?
Did I have a happy life?
Did I accomplish what I wanted or get what I deserved?
Was I ever loved?
Did I truly love?
Where will I go from here?
Will I be back?
What is life?
What is Death?
Why am I here?
Why do I feel pain even when Im happy?
Where does my pain come from?
Can I find a way to release my pain?
Whats the answers?
Do I know?
Why?
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