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Tonight's one of those nights that I feel like I'm living on the edge and am quite unsure about what path I should take. I have the positive flow going, but I feel like colors bleed into each other and things aren't easy to take apart or making the right decision could go so many ways. I don't wish things were easier, I simply wish that I had the ready ability to make the appropriate decision based off a better sense of logic rather than the irrational feeling that falls over me at this time.
These thoughts end up abandoned here like they're being dumped off because I doubt most will read this or even make a reference other than to see something outside of their normal social networking sites. I don't want to drown my Twitter with anything other than random short thoughts and my FB is around simply to connect to others, but I doubt that an expression like this would flow so well amongst others. I simply need a place to vent again. I've done well enough to keep things minimal, but now I'm forced to express again. No cigarettes, no booze, just meds. I've written in my notebook again, but I feel frustrated with the lack of ability to just WRITE without worrying about scratching out mistakes.
Feh
These thoughts end up abandoned here like they're being dumped off because I doubt most will read this or even make a reference other than to see something outside of their normal social networking sites. I don't want to drown my Twitter with anything other than random short thoughts and my FB is around simply to connect to others, but I doubt that an expression like this would flow so well amongst others. I simply need a place to vent again. I've done well enough to keep things minimal, but now I'm forced to express again. No cigarettes, no booze, just meds. I've written in my notebook again, but I feel frustrated with the lack of ability to just WRITE without worrying about scratching out mistakes.
Feh