here--completely unedited. sry if its bad
I had one of the best days of school I think. I mean it was school so it wasn't thaat great, but here's what happened. We had pictures all day and i had like 11 or 12 so that used up a lot of time in spanish and I sat right behind chris so she couldn't see me so i took a little nippy nap. Yay i have another class with Ashley D., we're gonna have fun, i proimse.Then more pictures, then i understood everything that mrs. sowers explained during calc, which is wonderful. After that more pictures, didn't do anything during history, talked to Alice and Allison like usual. Then 7th period happened. Mrs. Pinkard didn't ha ve some form for me or something so i went to Rosie to check it out. Rosie FLIPPED...i didn't know why and I was stressed out about it so I went to Size and we talked about it and he fixed it and said that I had competitive grades, and I could maybe..mayyybe get into a college outta state. I guess it all depends on stupid SATs.
Okay I want to say this once and for all:
This is a really important year, and so far I've been working hard to do well. I'm gonna have to keep doing that until the end of the year. I WILL bust my ass working for what I want to achieve in life. And no worries I'm going to. I still love my friends and I love hanging out and stuff but here's the thing. I don't wanna get fucked up everytime I go out. Maybe thats why I haven't gone out so long (other than my parents rules) because i don't want to fall into getting fucked up. I know some people tell me "well you don't HAVE to get messed up just...hang out" hey well here's some news: Peer pressure is a lot more influential than ppl think. So maybe as strong willed of a person I think I am, maybe I'll give in. That's not what I want. I don't want to do drugs, I don't want to drink. If you can't respect this, then we can't hang out. End of story.
That wasn't to anyone in particular its just what I'm feeling.
Then I went to the haircutting place near my house to get smoother or whatever that clear stuff I use is, and I ran into Pat Sell. We talked for a little bit and I realized what a genuinly nice person he is. I'd like to get to know him better but this is all the seniors' last semester!! :(
KATIE BORROR I NEED TO TALK TO YOU!! haha see? i need to talk to you too. maybe we can talk this weekend?
As I'm writing this Robeen, Amy and P. hanna are iming me, and I am not responding but HI GUYS!! i'm sorry I didn't want to take my frustrations out on you so i just thought it would be best not to talk.
Robyn, I love you I love our talks, etc.
Cecilia and I talked about how gay we are writing in livejournals, and yeah i guess we are gay but ya gotta admit, its pretty fun ;)
I LOVE EVERYONE!
%nith%
Okay I want to say this once and for all:
This is a really important year, and so far I've been working hard to do well. I'm gonna have to keep doing that until the end of the year. I WILL bust my ass working for what I want to achieve in life. And no worries I'm going to. I still love my friends and I love hanging out and stuff but here's the thing. I don't wanna get fucked up everytime I go out. Maybe thats why I haven't gone out so long (other than my parents rules) because i don't want to fall into getting fucked up. I know some people tell me "well you don't HAVE to get messed up just...hang out" hey well here's some news: Peer pressure is a lot more influential than ppl think. So maybe as strong willed of a person I think I am, maybe I'll give in. That's not what I want. I don't want to do drugs, I don't want to drink. If you can't respect this, then we can't hang out. End of story.
That wasn't to anyone in particular its just what I'm feeling.
Then I went to the haircutting place near my house to get smoother or whatever that clear stuff I use is, and I ran into Pat Sell. We talked for a little bit and I realized what a genuinly nice person he is. I'd like to get to know him better but this is all the seniors' last semester!! :(
KATIE BORROR I NEED TO TALK TO YOU!! haha see? i need to talk to you too. maybe we can talk this weekend?
As I'm writing this Robeen, Amy and P. hanna are iming me, and I am not responding but HI GUYS!! i'm sorry I didn't want to take my frustrations out on you so i just thought it would be best not to talk.
Robyn, I love you I love our talks, etc.
Cecilia and I talked about how gay we are writing in livejournals, and yeah i guess we are gay but ya gotta admit, its pretty fun ;)
I LOVE EVERYONE!
%nith%