MIAMI

Aug 22, 2004 21:45

WELL I JUST GOT BACK FROM MIAMI TODAY. WE JUST GOT UP AND LEFT ON A RAOD TRIP WITH NO LICENSES NO REGISTRATION AND IN A STOLEN VEHICLE REAL SMART ARENT WE? WELL I SAW DUSTIN AND SHANE AND SOME OTHERS AND WAS HURT WHEN IT CAME TIMETO SAY GOODBY AND WERE PACKING UP THE CAR, ALL I COULD THINK ABOUT WAS HOW I MESSED UP AND HOW MUCH I MISSED DUSTIN AND SHANE. I KNOW I SOUND LIKE A BITCH FOR THIS BUT I CRIED ON DUSTINS SHOULDER FOR BOUT 15 MINUTES BECAUSE I RELIZED THAT LEAVING HIM WAS HARDER THEN LEAVING AY FAMILY MEMBER I HAD. WELL I GUESS ITS A GOOD THING IN A WAY THAT I AM GOING BACK LIKE WITH IN A DAY OR TWO AND WILL HOPEFULLY SEE HIM. I ALSO WOULD LIKE TO SPEND TIME WITH THAT BEAUTIFUL GIRL DRICA. I THINK SHE THINKS I AM KIDDING WHEN I SAY SHE MADE A PIMP FALL IN LOVE WHICH I VOWED TO NEVER DO AGAIN BUT SOMEHOW I FELL AND FAILED TO KEEP THAT PROMISE TO MYSLEF. SOMETIMES I GUESS WE CANT HOLD BACK OUR EMOTIONS AND MUST LET THEM GO JUST SO THEY CAN BE SHOT DOWN TIME AFTER TIME UNTIL WE ARE FORCED TO HIDE EVERYTHING IN FEAR FOR OUR HEARTS AND SOULS. MAYBE THOUGH THIS TIME IT WILL BE DIFFERENT AND EVERYTHING I HAVE BEEN HOPING FOR WILL COME TRUE AND I WILL HAVE FOUND THEGIRL OF MY DREAMS MAYBE JUST MAYBE.
LOVE GRANT
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