you're a screw-up
today was another off-day. i went home to get money from my father and decided to argue with him about his current standpoints with adam and jordan. he really made me feel like shit. i know he was angry about his farm stuff and i should have considered that before kick-starting the bastard. i also found out that my mom is using diazapam, but it's just the pink ones (5mg), and i guess it's ok considering all the stress she has been under lately. i feel really bad for her, especially with the way my dad is acting.
poor adam too; being there and all. and im going to end up opinion-less about jordan, because i have no clue what he needs to do anymore and im tired of caring. it seems so shitty though how things are going to turn out for him. im such a fucking idiot and i can't do anything but be sorry for it.
i went up to see my neighbors and listening to those idiots talk about how great and magnificent they are at everything (josh, there's something you gotta understand, me, im psychology. javi, see javi, he's sociology. together, man, we can do it, we know people man, we understand things that other people dont see. like you for instance; your the type of guy that likes sports and videogames. you've had lots of girlfriends, but nothing serious. am i right josh? [i nod] see, i told you man, i know this, im psychology). i swear, that happens almost everytime i go up there. i feel better though. For now anyway.
poor adam too; being there and all. and im going to end up opinion-less about jordan, because i have no clue what he needs to do anymore and im tired of caring. it seems so shitty though how things are going to turn out for him. im such a fucking idiot and i can't do anything but be sorry for it.
i went up to see my neighbors and listening to those idiots talk about how great and magnificent they are at everything (josh, there's something you gotta understand, me, im psychology. javi, see javi, he's sociology. together, man, we can do it, we know people man, we understand things that other people dont see. like you for instance; your the type of guy that likes sports and videogames. you've had lots of girlfriends, but nothing serious. am i right josh? [i nod] see, i told you man, i know this, im psychology). i swear, that happens almost everytime i go up there. i feel better though. For now anyway.