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Actually, after fiddling with lots of numbers that now completely cram the pages of my planner with green sparkly pen, I have found that all hope is not lost. Providing one can be put on probation for this scholarship, which I think is the policy though I cannot be sure seeing as I don't have the paper that tells me all the ins and outs of the scholarship sitting here if front of me, I should be able to keep the scholarship for next semester while I bring my grades up. If I get a B in Japanese (hah!) and A's in everything else, I'll be safe. And safer than I was before. More room to mess up later.
However, while all of this makes me feel much better, I dread having to tell all of this to my mother.
However, while all of this makes me feel much better, I dread having to tell all of this to my mother.