I see you when you're sleeping, I know when you're awake...
Hello again,
That's right I said again. The reason being that I already updated this journal once but the internet sucks so I lost the entire entry.
So this week has been really really stressful for only one reason really. And that is creative writing. The reason being that I chose to adapt a play for screen, and it is much more difficult than I ever anticipated. I mean, I knew it would be hard, but this is just ridiculous.
So it started off with Lauren and I working on actually adapting the play. Now I figured it would take time, but not as much as I thought it would. We started working on it at about 6 P.M and I finished working on it at about 5:15 in the morning. It took so long and I am still feeling being up so late. Lucky for me I had the most wonderful girl in the world to keep me company, thank you so much Lauren : )
Well after I had finished the script I had to cast it, I decided to have the cast consist of these people.
Conductor- Myself ( Of course )
Wife- Lauren
Man- Ali
Concertmaster- Steve
Soprano- Georgette
Okay, so everything was going okay, we were going to start filming and everything, but then, half of the cast crapped out on me. Steve won't have a free moment until like, early July, and Georgette won't be able to do anythign until Sunday. So I need to recast the part of the Concertmaster. So on Sunday I have to film roughly half of my play, and that is going to be so difficult to do in one day.
The only good thing that has come out of this was that Lauren and I have gotten to spend more time with Ali, and that is cool because Ali is a cool guy
I am so stressed out, I feel like screaming but I can't. I don't know what to do. And besides all of that I feel really ugly. I don't know, it is just a bad time to be me I guess. I love Lauren so much and I don't want to lose her, I want her to be with me forever, but sometimes I am afraid that she won't be there.
I know when you've been bad or good, so don't fuck with me- Me and Ali's radio play
That's right I said again. The reason being that I already updated this journal once but the internet sucks so I lost the entire entry.
So this week has been really really stressful for only one reason really. And that is creative writing. The reason being that I chose to adapt a play for screen, and it is much more difficult than I ever anticipated. I mean, I knew it would be hard, but this is just ridiculous.
So it started off with Lauren and I working on actually adapting the play. Now I figured it would take time, but not as much as I thought it would. We started working on it at about 6 P.M and I finished working on it at about 5:15 in the morning. It took so long and I am still feeling being up so late. Lucky for me I had the most wonderful girl in the world to keep me company, thank you so much Lauren : )
Well after I had finished the script I had to cast it, I decided to have the cast consist of these people.
Conductor- Myself ( Of course )
Wife- Lauren
Man- Ali
Concertmaster- Steve
Soprano- Georgette
Okay, so everything was going okay, we were going to start filming and everything, but then, half of the cast crapped out on me. Steve won't have a free moment until like, early July, and Georgette won't be able to do anythign until Sunday. So I need to recast the part of the Concertmaster. So on Sunday I have to film roughly half of my play, and that is going to be so difficult to do in one day.
The only good thing that has come out of this was that Lauren and I have gotten to spend more time with Ali, and that is cool because Ali is a cool guy
I am so stressed out, I feel like screaming but I can't. I don't know what to do. And besides all of that I feel really ugly. I don't know, it is just a bad time to be me I guess. I love Lauren so much and I don't want to lose her, I want her to be with me forever, but sometimes I am afraid that she won't be there.
I know when you've been bad or good, so don't fuck with me- Me and Ali's radio play