What a wonderful sky...what a wonderful rant....
As I type this my cat has a penchant for chasing my mouse across the monitor. She is a silly cat. And, now on with the updates.
I have been slowly, very slowly going crazy. Yet, I have hidden it away from everyone around me. Which is a very good thing indeed. I quite pleased with the way things have been happening around me as of late. If only I knew how it came to this point, everything has been such a blur.
A beautiful blur though.
I think that there are others who are in the same boat as I.
Falling in love, that is.
Yes. I've fallen in love. I never thought that I would again. But I have.
As I have noticed per late, there are MANY around me that have as well. I am happy for each and every individual that has! So many things come and go, but Love still remains. I'm not sure that many know, but I have SO much love in my heart. For family. For friends. For Gordon. For everything and everyone. I do hope that many people know that. When I sit and think about all of the people that love me in return... I cry. There is so much hate and terribly horrible things in this world, yet, there still is love. In many forms, there is always love. It a strong bond and feeling.
As I've grown, I've come to realize that I have found my niche. A short time to have this figured out, but you know, hanging around with people older than you, will do that to you :P The people that I know today, would have not been involved in my life if I never came to that first dance practice in 2005. I would have never known the wonderful people of the Shire. I would have never known these people, and I am glad to have met them. They have made my life worth every single second I am alive.
Sure, I'm currently immersed in college. But come April 4th, and my final art history exam will be over, I will be involved so much more with the S.C.A. I love everything about the society...I probably won't leave for a long while. When I do, I will be ever so sad. But, I know that that shall be my choosen path, and I will take it, because that is what life is like. Unexpected. Full of wonder. Lovely.
When I look into his eyes...I see that we will be together for as long as we can and able. Sure, its only been a month and around two weeks...but its been a SPECTACULAR month and around two weeks. I am so glad that I have met him. I can't believe he loves me in return sometimes, it astounds me how much he does. I love you too.
I love you all.
Today is a sunny day. I am happy. Maybe I will wear my awesome garb for demo tonight. Maybe I will wear my sandals which are broken (which I will fix :P)
I have been slowly, very slowly going crazy. Yet, I have hidden it away from everyone around me. Which is a very good thing indeed. I quite pleased with the way things have been happening around me as of late. If only I knew how it came to this point, everything has been such a blur.
A beautiful blur though.
I think that there are others who are in the same boat as I.
Falling in love, that is.
Yes. I've fallen in love. I never thought that I would again. But I have.
As I have noticed per late, there are MANY around me that have as well. I am happy for each and every individual that has! So many things come and go, but Love still remains. I'm not sure that many know, but I have SO much love in my heart. For family. For friends. For Gordon. For everything and everyone. I do hope that many people know that. When I sit and think about all of the people that love me in return... I cry. There is so much hate and terribly horrible things in this world, yet, there still is love. In many forms, there is always love. It a strong bond and feeling.
As I've grown, I've come to realize that I have found my niche. A short time to have this figured out, but you know, hanging around with people older than you, will do that to you :P The people that I know today, would have not been involved in my life if I never came to that first dance practice in 2005. I would have never known the wonderful people of the Shire. I would have never known these people, and I am glad to have met them. They have made my life worth every single second I am alive.
Sure, I'm currently immersed in college. But come April 4th, and my final art history exam will be over, I will be involved so much more with the S.C.A. I love everything about the society...I probably won't leave for a long while. When I do, I will be ever so sad. But, I know that that shall be my choosen path, and I will take it, because that is what life is like. Unexpected. Full of wonder. Lovely.
When I look into his eyes...I see that we will be together for as long as we can and able. Sure, its only been a month and around two weeks...but its been a SPECTACULAR month and around two weeks. I am so glad that I have met him. I can't believe he loves me in return sometimes, it astounds me how much he does. I love you too.
I love you all.
Today is a sunny day. I am happy. Maybe I will wear my awesome garb for demo tonight. Maybe I will wear my sandals which are broken (which I will fix :P)