So I leave in Two Days.
So the whole college thing starts for me in two days. I probably should start packing, but I'd much rather sit up in my room or go out with Joe and the GS guys. Even tho they ditched us on Wednsday -_-. Its okay tho, I get to kill them in Saints Row when it's actually working..which is RARE. Grr.
I'm in an all girls dorm at school..for those of you who don't already know. Its very depressing. All that PMS is really going to aggrivate me.
Thank god that my Xbox is making the journey, or else I'd want to kill myself. I'm going to miss the boys. -sniffles- Every other monday im going to be sooooo lonely! GAHHH. I think I've been spoiled this summer by hanging out with them. It was always a guarenteed night out..that I knew I would enjoy.
I don't have much in common with the people here anymore I've realized. I hung out with Cassie and Megan yesterday..and I felt so..out of it. I had no idea what they were talking about half the time. I just felt really out of place. So I had em take me home, and I went straight outside on my skates. And I felt a whole lot better being at peace with my music and the road and nothing else being in my way.
I don't know if its because most of the summer I've been hanging out with people who fix computers all day..or if I really just..stopped pressing into their buisness. Yeah, I'm there for them and everything. But everyone knows I barely talk to anyone from high school anymore, with the exception of Joe and Brian. <33.
I don't want to go, and yet at the same time I can't wait to get away. No more parents. Which sounds so goodright now. I want to leave so bad...I can't stand being in the same room with them anymore. I need my freedom. I never want to be home.
So here's to my last two days in Raritan/Bridgewater. Tomorrow night is spent with Joseph, and probably gaming with the other two boys when I end up leaving his house. The rest..skating skating skating. Since I probably can't bring my skates with me to school.
I miss you. I love you. I hate you. I can't wait to leave. I can't wait to come home.
I'm in an all girls dorm at school..for those of you who don't already know. Its very depressing. All that PMS is really going to aggrivate me.
Thank god that my Xbox is making the journey, or else I'd want to kill myself. I'm going to miss the boys. -sniffles- Every other monday im going to be sooooo lonely! GAHHH. I think I've been spoiled this summer by hanging out with them. It was always a guarenteed night out..that I knew I would enjoy.
I don't have much in common with the people here anymore I've realized. I hung out with Cassie and Megan yesterday..and I felt so..out of it. I had no idea what they were talking about half the time. I just felt really out of place. So I had em take me home, and I went straight outside on my skates. And I felt a whole lot better being at peace with my music and the road and nothing else being in my way.
I don't know if its because most of the summer I've been hanging out with people who fix computers all day..or if I really just..stopped pressing into their buisness. Yeah, I'm there for them and everything. But everyone knows I barely talk to anyone from high school anymore, with the exception of Joe and Brian. <33.
I don't want to go, and yet at the same time I can't wait to get away. No more parents. Which sounds so goodright now. I want to leave so bad...I can't stand being in the same room with them anymore. I need my freedom. I never want to be home.
So here's to my last two days in Raritan/Bridgewater. Tomorrow night is spent with Joseph, and probably gaming with the other two boys when I end up leaving his house. The rest..skating skating skating. Since I probably can't bring my skates with me to school.
I miss you. I love you. I hate you. I can't wait to leave. I can't wait to come home.