It's been so hard

[gamer_x2]

Hey there .. I know I haven't updated in a long time. Sorry about all that crizap. Anyways had a roug couple days :) Been thinking about crazy shit, that I shouldn't be thinking about. It was pretty much about how everything in the world dies, nothing lives forever, and that's a terrible thing, but it's inevitable, and i came to the conclusion, that i'm here and alive so I need to make the best of it.

8.15.2006, will be 4months for Anthony and I