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Everyone that I would actually want to talk to is off line or have an away message up, I really don't feel like sleeping right now so I don't think I will. Everything between me and my family, the ones in my house, has been weird. I really don't talk to any of them as much as I use to and it seems like every little thing they do is annoying and then makes me mad or angry. Then the rest of the time I'm just balh, apathetic. Everything else in my life just seems to be there and flowing along day after day, I'm ready for this school year end, I want to start new and fresh next year, not to mention summer vacation. I don't know what is up with my dad, we hear from him for a while then he doesn't call for a while, this has been a pattern for a while now. It's sad really because, I hate to admitt, but I don't think about him everyday. i don't have any feeling for him, it's like he's not there and never was. He's just messed up and I think the rest of his life will be like this, which is sad and I pitty him.