MySpace
Quick vent about MySpace....
Why do I stress over it so much? I stress about the stupid "top 8". I don't want to hurt someone's feelings if they aren't in my top 8. Like, someone from highschool who I was great friends with...but unfortunately as we moved away, I'm not so close with. Should they be in my top 8? And what if there's not room for them there because of the new friends I've made. Does that hurt their feelings?
Also, I don't like disappearing from someone's top 8. Am I no longer important to them? I was in the top 8 before...now I'm gone. It shouldn't be a big deal...but of course, knowing me, it is a big deal. Stupid, stupid, stupid. It doesn't bother me if I'm originally not on someone's top 8...who cares...but when I am there and I disappear that sucks. It's like all that time spent as good friends just up and vanished, they don't even consider you one of their top 8 friends. Ouch. Ugh! Now I'm probably blowing this all out of whack...but damn.
Moving on...my A/C did get fixed the other night. Took a long time to cool back down in my apartment though. I'm signing my new lease...so I'll be here another year. I suppose that's a good thing. I just wish I could buy a house with a yard for Harley. Unfortunately, my situation changed and I can't do that. But had my situation changed, all these new good things wouldn't be about to come true. Yay for new good things.
I think I have a lot on my mind...in fact, I know I do. Unfortunately, I'll have to save that for another private entry at some point in time because I don't want the world to know.
Goodnight.
Why do I stress over it so much? I stress about the stupid "top 8". I don't want to hurt someone's feelings if they aren't in my top 8. Like, someone from highschool who I was great friends with...but unfortunately as we moved away, I'm not so close with. Should they be in my top 8? And what if there's not room for them there because of the new friends I've made. Does that hurt their feelings?
Also, I don't like disappearing from someone's top 8. Am I no longer important to them? I was in the top 8 before...now I'm gone. It shouldn't be a big deal...but of course, knowing me, it is a big deal. Stupid, stupid, stupid. It doesn't bother me if I'm originally not on someone's top 8...who cares...but when I am there and I disappear that sucks. It's like all that time spent as good friends just up and vanished, they don't even consider you one of their top 8 friends. Ouch. Ugh! Now I'm probably blowing this all out of whack...but damn.
Moving on...my A/C did get fixed the other night. Took a long time to cool back down in my apartment though. I'm signing my new lease...so I'll be here another year. I suppose that's a good thing. I just wish I could buy a house with a yard for Harley. Unfortunately, my situation changed and I can't do that. But had my situation changed, all these new good things wouldn't be about to come true. Yay for new good things.
I think I have a lot on my mind...in fact, I know I do. Unfortunately, I'll have to save that for another private entry at some point in time because I don't want the world to know.
Goodnight.