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yea well im at neeko house witch is cool but rees house......wtf.....when i first got there they were all makin fun of me and then like i sat on the couch forever, then i went on the ab thing, but it really didnt work,but thats besides the point, and holly comes up to me and is like"steve your just like franky" and im like"why do you say that" and then shes says"cause your both assholes and then im like "jee thanks asshole, go fuck off"....and she had the most serous face, i was about to like start cryin right there....i dont know why shes like that, then while we were watchin the movie shes like" im going to call you franky" and im like "mmmm" fuck you(in my head) then shes like, "hes not that bad" and in my head im like, well then at least ill get lead on....and then shes like "fine can i call you dan" and i was like "shut the fuck up you bitch" under my breath and in my head i was like yea thats another person that you would rather be with then me...and then i was cryin not that anyone cared or noticed...i really dont know why the fuck you would say stuff like that, i think its really gay and that she must really hate me, like really, you always push me away and when you dont your eather hiding or tryin to give me a diffrent name, probally to try to forget that its me, but w/e, she obviously hates me, and i think i should give up, but i know that wont happen, cause i love you....you hate me...i have to take my heart off the floor and not just give it to somebody i love, they have to love me back, so for my love i need yours, and only you can make that work, it takes two ppl two love and i cant do all the work and take all the shit