I don't want to say this
But I have to. Because then it would be real.
I lost a member of my family this week as a result of depression that led to suicide. I spoke of him in my addendum to my catching up post.
I miss him. A lot. I miss my little brother. I wish I could explain it. God damn it, I wish I could explain... But I cannot. I can only deal with it.
I hate knowing psychology. I know my stages of grief. I know I'm in the second stage, sometimes. Sometimes I'm in the first and sometimes I am in the third. I don't know how to get through this. But I will.
This brings the full brunt of mortality to me. The time we have is never enough.
I love you and will miss you, JD...
I lost a member of my family this week as a result of depression that led to suicide. I spoke of him in my addendum to my catching up post.
I miss him. A lot. I miss my little brother. I wish I could explain it. God damn it, I wish I could explain... But I cannot. I can only deal with it.
I hate knowing psychology. I know my stages of grief. I know I'm in the second stage, sometimes. Sometimes I'm in the first and sometimes I am in the third. I don't know how to get through this. But I will.
This brings the full brunt of mortality to me. The time we have is never enough.
I love you and will miss you, JD...