I feel so painful

[galsgirl]

I don't know why...

I feel so painful...

My heart looks like to explode...

I...

I have crushed on someone...

He's a guy that I always look for

I feel happy when I'm with him

But nowadays I feel he's far away

Further and further...

I feel like I was left behind

I saw his eyes on my friend...

I don't know what was he thinking

I can't read man's mind...

I don't know he talked to me because...

My friend was right there, didn't he?

Oh...plese I try so hard not to think like that

It's hurt...

Hurt inside...

Deeply...

I want to find out...

But I don't dare to confess...

What should I do?

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