An Illusion
Illusion…
Mirage…
Fake…
Something that’s not true…
Something that someone makes it without sincerity…
Something makes us feel so pain…
Why do you have to pretend how you feel about me…?
Why do you have to be nice to me?
If it isn’t real…
Are you making fun of me?
That’s not joke, you know?
You’re playing with my heart…my feeling…
Why you’re so cold to me now…?
You didn’t talk to me…
You didn’t look at me…
You didn’t smile at me…
You didn’t listen to me…
Like you used to…
How can you change you mind so quickly?
Maybe I’ve just thought about our relation myself…
Maybe that’s my fault…for not taking care of my heart well…
But you know…at first…I’m so glad to have you by my side…
I’m so appreciate the way you’ve done for me…
I thought that we can be something more…
But we can’t…
There’s only one thing left on my mind…
I just want to know…
How did you feel about me…?
Please tell me that those beautiful memories are real…
Please tell me that you used to love me…
Please tell me that you were sincere…
I want to keep those things in mind…
To think about you when I’m lonely…
Please…
Tell me if I’ve been misunderstanding everything I’ve said…