Why can I still smile?
Dear, audience...
I sure that some of you must wonder why do I always write about Love story of mine...
I'll tell you guys why....
I'm an unlucky girl....I have no luck...in every thing....even if love.....
In another diary I write about my dairy life in Thai so I decided to write about my love story in this diary in English
Thanks to all of you who read my stories....I know sometimes it's boring....but I want to talk about it....
Today, I talked to my friend....She started to talk about the person I have crushed on (I'll call him "M")....She said M told her about the twins that he wondered how they feel....because the twins seem to be shy when meet him....And M doubt my friend in the same way too....
In that moment...you know what happened into my mind?
What about me?? I'm the one who really loves him...why don't he suspect? I try to do it obvious but he still don't know what my heart feels....But my friend and the twins....why did he think like that?
I don't understand....in the least...
Many times I tried not to be so close with him...But Everytime I do this....M always come close to me....and make my heart fly away with my day-dream....
But when I want to be with him....He always get away from me....
Want to be near.....You go so far away
Is this a curse that I was under with?
Why?
Why can I still smile like this?
I can't hate you....
I can't forget you....
I can't stop thinking about you....
And I can't make you love me....
But Why do I smile?
When I met you...I smiled...
Until now I still do...
And I'll be like this...always...
Cause I love you more than anyone....
"Ti amo"