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Update till 2006-
cher is getting a divorce, the family seems to be fueding more, mostly because of money problems alongwith our own individual stresses in ourlives currently. Tribes become aggressive when faced with limited resources. Apparently this causes wars or war-like behaviour amoungst tribes. I think its easy to twist family into enemies as of late. I wasn't used to so much chaos all day every day as I used to, especially after being gone for a few months. It became quite a shock for me and gave me some anxiety problems. I've have been turning to CAM after not handling it anyway over some time and finally decided to at least do something about it. My best friend whom I respect and care for has gotten married. I don't think I've felt such a genuine happiness in my life. Good for him and I've been hoping, keeping fingers crossed, and praying that his big break comes. About life in California-- it has given me a peace that I've been so thankful to have. Right now is me putting waht I learned over the years into action and to only depend on myself to make things happen. I nearly broke my finger New Years eve and waiting for it to heal so I can get back to guitar again. It was windy and I was taking the trash out the garage. The mother of all winds came bursting through, slammed the door on my finger as I was barely coming out and gaah it didnt look pretty..not. at. all. I went to the emergency and it looked pretty fuckin broken. the doctors thought so too. I prayed on the way there.."pleaselet my finger be okay, ahhh!" all in all after giving the "fuck you" tothe xray, my third finger ended up not being broken but it was still fucked up looking.
cher is getting a divorce, the family seems to be fueding more, mostly because of money problems alongwith our own individual stresses in ourlives currently. Tribes become aggressive when faced with limited resources. Apparently this causes wars or war-like behaviour amoungst tribes. I think its easy to twist family into enemies as of late. I wasn't used to so much chaos all day every day as I used to, especially after being gone for a few months. It became quite a shock for me and gave me some anxiety problems. I've have been turning to CAM after not handling it anyway over some time and finally decided to at least do something about it. My best friend whom I respect and care for has gotten married. I don't think I've felt such a genuine happiness in my life. Good for him and I've been hoping, keeping fingers crossed, and praying that his big break comes. About life in California-- it has given me a peace that I've been so thankful to have. Right now is me putting waht I learned over the years into action and to only depend on myself to make things happen. I nearly broke my finger New Years eve and waiting for it to heal so I can get back to guitar again. It was windy and I was taking the trash out the garage. The mother of all winds came bursting through, slammed the door on my finger as I was barely coming out and gaah it didnt look pretty..not. at. all. I went to the emergency and it looked pretty fuckin broken. the doctors thought so too. I prayed on the way there.."pleaselet my finger be okay, ahhh!" all in all after giving the "fuck you" tothe xray, my third finger ended up not being broken but it was still fucked up looking.