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I still ask myself why not take an asshole who actually deserved it, you know? But it happens to good people too and it life I guess. He had such a great heart and a hard worker to get where he was. I just hung out w/ him in Austin, It's hard to absorb this. Him and Sara were going to get married. They were up and my work at the office planning to buy a house together not long ago either.
I couldn't make it back in time for his funeral. I bawled so much. But now for some reason, when I think about how he's doing, I feel this warm feeling and it assures me that he's okay. I imagine him smiling w/ his insanley white teeth we give him a hard time about. He could blind somebody. I put his picture up on my dresser where we all went to the Austin trip together and he's floating on an intertube with this huge smile, haha. Anyway, you're in a better place. I bet you're riding bikes all the time damn time, haha. We love you.
I couldn't make it back in time for his funeral. I bawled so much. But now for some reason, when I think about how he's doing, I feel this warm feeling and it assures me that he's okay. I imagine him smiling w/ his insanley white teeth we give him a hard time about. He could blind somebody. I put his picture up on my dresser where we all went to the Austin trip together and he's floating on an intertube with this huge smile, haha. Anyway, you're in a better place. I bet you're riding bikes all the time damn time, haha. We love you.