Apr 18, 2005 16:14
why does my back have to hurt...anyways, my cousin, elie, was here and now she is gone. Family is a funny thing cus when she is here i complain that she is here, but when she is gone its like Elie is gone. In a way she is like an older sister to me, good thing she lives in a different country or else I would disown her...lol
Anyways, spent this staurday in new york...it was nice since i hadnt been there in the longest time and well i always tend to find the most random strangest stores when i go with elie so its cool...and everyone should be proud because i think its the first time elie and me went to new york and didnt steal anything...maybe i shouldnt admit that, but yeah...its elie who does it not me...lol...anyways, i spent the rest of my money which wasnt much on saturday, but whatevers...the weirdest thing is that staurday night i went to the bar with my cousin, brother and Mike M....and Marcelo showed up later on...the weird thing is that now the bartenders and the one of the owners now know me by name nto only because of my brother but because i was there 3 days in a row...no im not an alcoholoic...the strange thing is that the more i go to the bar the less i drink...anyways, ibrain was there with his friend who turned out to know my brother which was a weird its a small world after all moment...but what was the strangest part of the night was all of us going back to Marcelo's house...i've always been one to keep family and friends...including boyfriend...seperate and lately for some reason its getting more and more blurred. i have this thing that the only person i want my family to get to know is the one i marry and not just any joe shmoe i end up going out with...not that i am saying that marcelo is just anyone, but still i dont feel exacly 100% comfortable with it...its weird my boyfriend and brother being friends...like the pther day we were all in my basement and i was going to go to bed and marcelo was going to leave and my brother told him that he didnt have to go cus i was going to sleep and the first thing that popped in my head was oh yes he does...i dont know...its just weird for me and i just cant explain it