Spirt

[gallantmyrmidon]

I have often wondered at the gift of spirt. The quiet undertakings that, as I believe, that can guide a person to there dreams. I realized a while ago that the spirt, a powerful gift bestowed upon man, can also be used to control, minipulate and debase individuals when channaled without love, respect, and courtesy. why and when I relized this is

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stupid me.

[gallantmyrmidon]

Maybee those people who use this gift with ill intent can only harm those who believe that they in fact can be harmed... COOL I think I am acually thinking.. Right now I am feeling giddy, I think I feel about twelve, but with a very much older maturity when it comes to sex. Wierd as that may sound it is the honest truth. Although I know such things need not always be said, I have had no one to really talk to in a long long time. This makes it fun to talk to myself. Although I think I really need to thank david nester for this account so that I can analize what II write then help myself, with myself. I truly find that amussusing. I find it great that I can accually laugh about myself. Maybee sometime in the future I can laugh again with a loving sircle of friends, but for now I need to be more of a friend to myself. Lola if you get to read this, I think I would like to call you, I will be able to on fryday. Right now I am living with this wonderfdul German assossiate from work. It is an interesting cultural learning time because we are not all that much different.well anyway I miss my familly but no in the same way. Thank God I am no lomger roomate with that guy dennis. That drunk accually woke me up by throwing a beer at me. What an asshole. It took all my willpower, and prayer to god not to smash his body into a pulp. I am sooo thankful for God having me got through these last couple of years. I would be in dead or in prison because I would not have been able to take all the crap from people that I have without resulting to negitive attitudes harsh words or violence without that amazing compassion and love of my God.