acid steak night

[galiindarkcloud]

who and what am i?
eatworkplayfapsleeprepeat
dethdethdethdeth
now you look prettier
red suits you
your hushed thoughts suit you
it's ok. it's ok. im fine.
it's ok.
it's ok. it's just a game of somber.
fucking hilarious shit.
fucking hilarious
its all just a fucking joke
im not going to kill myself im just going to talk about it
and talk about it
and talk about it
and talk about it
and talk about it
and talk about it

and talk about it
and talk about it
i did it because i thought it would be funny.
because my feelings are funny. things that dont make sense are funny. things that are so rediculously perpetual are fucking hilarious shit.
the things that people are shocked by are hilarious
they're funny as fuck because of how much i dont really care one way or another
i think im cool for making this entry
i wish you would all just hate me and get it over with. maybe that's what i really want.
because your compassion will never be enough for me
no ones compassion will ever be enough
ill just want more
just waiting for the void
just waiting for the off switch
i dont want anything
i dont want to want anything
i dont want anything
i dont want to want anything
im just waiting for the off switch
love is Nothing
nothing is Love
true love is Nothing
Nothing will be there for me. waiting for me. and we'll live happily ever after
i whine and complain and then i get a little better then i whine some more
i want to make everyone hate me so that i can slip away
but instead im pulled back up just barely enough
barely enough to want more
you keep me wanting more
that's what happens
you keep me alone. i keep myself alone.
you're always going to stop holding my hand
tomorrow im going to feel better
it doesnt matter what i say
ill be better

i dont actually think any of this.
i'm just fucking with you.