Trouble Sleeping
So apparently I haven't updated in 27 weeks, which is kind of a good thing because I use my lj to get all emo. Now is definitely one of those times.
I feel like giving up on sleep. If I don't sleep then I can't dream. If I don't dream, I don't wake up feeling like I've lost something. I've always had extremely vivid dreams and usually I like that. It's just, when I keep dreaming about things and people I thought I had dismissed and gotten past... I just wish it didn't all seem so real, so tangible. It just hurts.
Dreams can be deceiving
Like faces are to hearts
They serve for sweet relieving
When fantasy
And reality
Lay too far apart
I feel like giving up on sleep. If I don't sleep then I can't dream. If I don't dream, I don't wake up feeling like I've lost something. I've always had extremely vivid dreams and usually I like that. It's just, when I keep dreaming about things and people I thought I had dismissed and gotten past... I just wish it didn't all seem so real, so tangible. It just hurts.
Dreams can be deceiving
Like faces are to hearts
They serve for sweet relieving
When fantasy
And reality
Lay too far apart