and the grand facade, so soon will burn
love.... I get so lost sometimes
days pass, and this emptiness fills my heart
when I want to run away, I drive off in my car
but whichever way I go...
...I come back to the place you are
This weekend was very -- tiring....
It started off friday with me chaperoning the junior formal until midnight, when I went home and slept. Wait, backtrack ---
This week was the Rutgers Debate Competition. I had done some days where I stayed up to 16 hours at school between work and debate team. It was my central focus for that week. Once it was over, I figuratively turned to look at the status of everything else in my life, and how everything was thrown around -- somewhat figuratively, somewhat literally.
So, then the prom, then the "visit mom for mothers day" thing, then the "lan party with friends who came down from all over the US to visit again" thing. Then the "school work better get done else you won't have a job next year" thing.
Then the monday thing... which brings the "grades due tomorrow" thing. Which brings the "oh crap I better grade this stuff" thing. Heh, I had to grade 2 sets of algebra tests (one given today). Sadly, however, the paperwork on my desk is still piled high. Tomorrow will be the day where that gets addressed.
Once again I have some sense of motivation to get the things that I need to taken care of. I have a few more bills to pay before I'm satisfied, but that will come wednesday with payday.
I'm going to bed now -- but at least i have the chance to rest.
Take care.
without a noise, without my pride
I reach out from the inside
days pass, and this emptiness fills my heart
when I want to run away, I drive off in my car
but whichever way I go...
...I come back to the place you are
This weekend was very -- tiring....
It started off friday with me chaperoning the junior formal until midnight, when I went home and slept. Wait, backtrack ---
This week was the Rutgers Debate Competition. I had done some days where I stayed up to 16 hours at school between work and debate team. It was my central focus for that week. Once it was over, I figuratively turned to look at the status of everything else in my life, and how everything was thrown around -- somewhat figuratively, somewhat literally.
So, then the prom, then the "visit mom for mothers day" thing, then the "lan party with friends who came down from all over the US to visit again" thing. Then the "school work better get done else you won't have a job next year" thing.
Then the monday thing... which brings the "grades due tomorrow" thing. Which brings the "oh crap I better grade this stuff" thing. Heh, I had to grade 2 sets of algebra tests (one given today). Sadly, however, the paperwork on my desk is still piled high. Tomorrow will be the day where that gets addressed.
Once again I have some sense of motivation to get the things that I need to taken care of. I have a few more bills to pay before I'm satisfied, but that will come wednesday with payday.
I'm going to bed now -- but at least i have the chance to rest.
Take care.
without a noise, without my pride
I reach out from the inside