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I have work I have to do tonight for school because it's too much to do tomorrow.
It is fucking impossible to get any work done in this house. There was, seemingly millenia ago, a time I could go to my room and have quiet to read, do work, or whatever. Well the dinosaurs have gone extinct because I sure as hell ain't getting silence. I've had it to here with all this bullshit on my brother's end. While I feel and care for him, he brings a lot of things on himself and he has serious attitude problems. Most frustrating is that he's made life practically UNBEARABLE in this house. I can't concentrate on work, go a day without feeling anxious, fucking forget for five minutes when the same shit he's dealing with happened to me but I managed to keep my damn mouth shut and keep the peace for the sake of the souls that I share this home with. I can't BE here anymore. I need a vacation from ALL of this. School, boring as it is, is better for this in that I'm not constantly having to deal with this bullshit.
I'm going insane.
It is fucking impossible to get any work done in this house. There was, seemingly millenia ago, a time I could go to my room and have quiet to read, do work, or whatever. Well the dinosaurs have gone extinct because I sure as hell ain't getting silence. I've had it to here with all this bullshit on my brother's end. While I feel and care for him, he brings a lot of things on himself and he has serious attitude problems. Most frustrating is that he's made life practically UNBEARABLE in this house. I can't concentrate on work, go a day without feeling anxious, fucking forget for five minutes when the same shit he's dealing with happened to me but I managed to keep my damn mouth shut and keep the peace for the sake of the souls that I share this home with. I can't BE here anymore. I need a vacation from ALL of this. School, boring as it is, is better for this in that I'm not constantly having to deal with this bullshit.
I'm going insane.