I've been thinking as I lie in bed.
I think what's been bothering me so much lately is that I've lost confidence in a lot of the things I do and who I am, and I keep thinking of all the things I'm afraid of. I seems I can't just dimiss my fears about the future anymore, they just sit with me until I eventually exhaust myself. It makes me angry, and that's why I think I've been so hostile lately.
Meh.
Meh.