Nov 05, 2006 02:52
I dont think anyone reads LJ anymore...so im gonna just let some stuff out for me to vent. man today was so crazy. work was busy as hell...and i was so tired when i got home but i just couldnt bring myself to go to sleep. i feel like my friends are slowly creeping away from me. im losing touch with imporant people in my life. i guess its partially my fault. its not like i pick up the phone to call them. but still it doesnt feel right to me. something big is gonna change soon...i feel it in my gut. something is gonna happen, something bad. maybe im just paranoid but i just have this feeling. i need to make my way back into my friends life to show them i do care about them and they are important to me. ok so now whats going on with me. im getting promoted up and i cant wait for it to be final. i have found a great friend in a past love. we fight like we're married but its just playful banter and we really are great friends. my brothers are great right now. Scott is back in San Marcos with Laura and Rhyon is home for good in Jan. Greg is doing great in College Station with Priscilla. he doesnt come home much but when he does its always fun. i cant complain about much. im have a good life and i have been blessed with great friends and family. i just cant say enough about how much they mean to me and i never want to lose them. i am yall's reinforcement. if any of yall ever need me i will be here for you.