Lost Hound
What am i doing wrong. i just cant seem to do the right thing. i feel like i walked into 5th Ward and i dont have a gun. its been a year and i still havent felt the same as when i did then. im not one to get emoitional but i do have my moments. its that feeling of loneliness. i could be with all of my friends....every single one of them....and still feel alone. its nothing against them. its that i havent felt that feeling of love and i miss it. its those times when that special person would call you at 2a.m. just to say they missed hearing your voice. or when the two of you could be sitting in a quiet room and enjoy the silence because your with the person you want to be there with. i think everyone has the right to have those feelings. but i feel left out. when i get close to feeling thay way some greater force pulls me away and says "no, you dont get to feel that way." and you get that pain in your chest where your heart is. i guess what im saying is when you get that feeling of love hold on to it, and dont mess it up cuz your much better off with it than without it. cherish the ones you love. without them you wouldnt have much of a life.