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I'm not really sure why exactly I still constantly continue to update. I'm on myspace, High School Facebook, LIvejournal, Last.fm, etc. etc.
If there's a fad site, you name it, i'm probably on it; I couldn't tell you why.
Third Christmas Playlist (Created December 23rd 2005(?)):
1. "Theme" Jon Brion (Eternal Sunshine Soundtrack) (2:24)
2. "The Trapeze Swinger" Iron & Wine (9:31)
3. "Place To Be" Nick Drake (2:43)
4. "Weightlifting" The Trash Can Sinatras (4:39)
5. "No Name #1" Elliot Smith (3:03)
6. "All The Trees Of The Field Will Clap Their Hands" Sufjan Stevens (4:14)
7. "Dink's Song (live)" Jeff Buckley (11:14)
8. "Every Penny Fed Car" Modest Mouse (3:06)
This was the third Christmas for my family: meaning the third Christmas since the tragic Christmas of 2002. It's strange how this one was the hardest.
I've changed so much in three years, I'm a completely different person from the inside and out. Funny how the jump from 14-17 changes someone in that way. Obviously, I'm taller, but I'm so much more mature than I was at fourteen, and I was considered by many to be mature even then.
My mother's broke down crying in front of me several times this past week...it's something that rarely happens. (usually when she's upset she goes around taking it out on me.)
Christmas morning wasn't so bad; I am getting a USB turntable, which excites me to no end.
The funny thing about difficult holidays for my family is that my mom is constantly refilling my champagne glass; or she's just completely lax about alcohol consumption rules in her house. My mother's become more of a cool middle aged woman in the past few weeks...at least after I got all of my college apps in.
I'm constantly kicking myself for things I should have done- particularly recently.
I don't really want this to turn into a long update; it's 1:20 AM, and I've spent the last two hours as the stand-by driver on the way back from Rhode Island. It was pouring out, but my cousin made me coffee.
ERIC CAMERON- if you read this still; my great-uncle lives right near fuller, in Westerly, RI, and I passed the famous "Camp Fuller Road" exit on the way to my cousin's house in Jamestown today. I still want to go back there and yell at the director, are those people still there? and- am i allowed to visit at all during the summer sessions?
I got Pete & Pete season 2.
If there's a fad site, you name it, i'm probably on it; I couldn't tell you why.
Third Christmas Playlist (Created December 23rd 2005(?)):
1. "Theme" Jon Brion (Eternal Sunshine Soundtrack) (2:24)
2. "The Trapeze Swinger" Iron & Wine (9:31)
3. "Place To Be" Nick Drake (2:43)
4. "Weightlifting" The Trash Can Sinatras (4:39)
5. "No Name #1" Elliot Smith (3:03)
6. "All The Trees Of The Field Will Clap Their Hands" Sufjan Stevens (4:14)
7. "Dink's Song (live)" Jeff Buckley (11:14)
8. "Every Penny Fed Car" Modest Mouse (3:06)
This was the third Christmas for my family: meaning the third Christmas since the tragic Christmas of 2002. It's strange how this one was the hardest.
I've changed so much in three years, I'm a completely different person from the inside and out. Funny how the jump from 14-17 changes someone in that way. Obviously, I'm taller, but I'm so much more mature than I was at fourteen, and I was considered by many to be mature even then.
My mother's broke down crying in front of me several times this past week...it's something that rarely happens. (usually when she's upset she goes around taking it out on me.)
Christmas morning wasn't so bad; I am getting a USB turntable, which excites me to no end.
The funny thing about difficult holidays for my family is that my mom is constantly refilling my champagne glass; or she's just completely lax about alcohol consumption rules in her house. My mother's become more of a cool middle aged woman in the past few weeks...at least after I got all of my college apps in.
I'm constantly kicking myself for things I should have done- particularly recently.
I don't really want this to turn into a long update; it's 1:20 AM, and I've spent the last two hours as the stand-by driver on the way back from Rhode Island. It was pouring out, but my cousin made me coffee.
ERIC CAMERON- if you read this still; my great-uncle lives right near fuller, in Westerly, RI, and I passed the famous "Camp Fuller Road" exit on the way to my cousin's house in Jamestown today. I still want to go back there and yell at the director, are those people still there? and- am i allowed to visit at all during the summer sessions?
I got Pete & Pete season 2.