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I always read livejournal, but never actually write anything on here. I was thinking about it, and i figure that either there is nothing going on in my life, or there is too much and i don't want to talk about it.
I find myself trying to simplify my life and having things just get more complicated. I feel like this stems from my desire to not let anyone get hurt. So they just get complicated instead. I need to just get everything together and start worrying about myself for a while. I mean, who else will worry if not me? So i shall have to grow some backbone and not worry about how everyone else will deal with things, just how i will deal with things.
This doesn't mean that my awesome, long time friends will suffer at all. I pretty much go out of my way to hang out with them (maybe you!) because it is beneficial for both parties involved. I \t's other complications that bother me.
I find myself trying to simplify my life and having things just get more complicated. I feel like this stems from my desire to not let anyone get hurt. So they just get complicated instead. I need to just get everything together and start worrying about myself for a while. I mean, who else will worry if not me? So i shall have to grow some backbone and not worry about how everyone else will deal with things, just how i will deal with things.
This doesn't mean that my awesome, long time friends will suffer at all. I pretty much go out of my way to hang out with them (maybe you!) because it is beneficial for both parties involved. I \t's other complications that bother me.