Strasbourg
Dear friends and family,
I want to tell the truth;
I am terrified
Absolutely, down to the core terrified
It's a numbing, freezing, ice cold fear
That whenever I try to reach it
See if it's still there
Bursts open and takes me in
I don't know what to do
What way to choose
Go for it
But this luxurious life style calls for more
Let it go
But I can't seem to
This fucking fear
While today, I was feeling completely into place, here in Strasbourg.
Knowing what I need; traveling, seeing the world, doing something that I'm good at (taking care of a kid), liking myself, knowing that I'm a good person and I'm doing well.
But now my heart aches again.
And I would love to write songs. Let them pop out, like they used to. Please. My heart aches.
I want to tell the truth;
I am terrified
Absolutely, down to the core terrified
It's a numbing, freezing, ice cold fear
That whenever I try to reach it
See if it's still there
Bursts open and takes me in
I don't know what to do
What way to choose
Go for it
But this luxurious life style calls for more
Let it go
But I can't seem to
This fucking fear
While today, I was feeling completely into place, here in Strasbourg.
Knowing what I need; traveling, seeing the world, doing something that I'm good at (taking care of a kid), liking myself, knowing that I'm a good person and I'm doing well.
But now my heart aches again.
And I would love to write songs. Let them pop out, like they used to. Please. My heart aches.