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Brief Update
I start Film School Sept 1st.
I've been published in a book
and Alysha thinks Im ugly (she tries to sugarcoat it but we both know the truth)
It's kool tho, aint like im hurt, everyone has there preference.
Jennelle still hasn't spoken to me, it's been about a year.
I've never had someone stop talking to me for something so stupid.
That's all that's really new.
I'm really lonely. No friends. No one to talk to. I spend most of my time online because no one calls me. And I mean calls me to actually talk to me.
I hung with Lamar and Alysha some weeks ago and I was paying attention to how close they were. And I felt like I didn't know Lamar at all. It was kind of Surreal.
Alysha called me this morning when I was sleep and left a message to listen to the radio cuz she had to work and play it for her. I got the call too late. And I did feel kind of burnt because....it wasn't important if I knew he was on the radio.
It's like a bond has been broken, especially since all we spoke about was music.
I guess that's my que to walk away...
away from it all.
Take a break from Society for a little while.
Regroup I guess.
*sighs*
I start Film School Sept 1st.
I've been published in a book
and Alysha thinks Im ugly (she tries to sugarcoat it but we both know the truth)
It's kool tho, aint like im hurt, everyone has there preference.
Jennelle still hasn't spoken to me, it's been about a year.
I've never had someone stop talking to me for something so stupid.
That's all that's really new.
I'm really lonely. No friends. No one to talk to. I spend most of my time online because no one calls me. And I mean calls me to actually talk to me.
I hung with Lamar and Alysha some weeks ago and I was paying attention to how close they were. And I felt like I didn't know Lamar at all. It was kind of Surreal.
Alysha called me this morning when I was sleep and left a message to listen to the radio cuz she had to work and play it for her. I got the call too late. And I did feel kind of burnt because....it wasn't important if I knew he was on the radio.
It's like a bond has been broken, especially since all we spoke about was music.
I guess that's my que to walk away...
away from it all.
Take a break from Society for a little while.
Regroup I guess.
*sighs*