Apr 22, 2005 07:50
Chris was the one to call the Police.
Good thing my mom panicked.
Kellee went into shock.
I spoke to Chris in the hospital. He was so mad at me. He sounded so cold... and then he started crying. Asking how could I have done that to him.
Apparently there was a time before the Police came I was going in and out of consciousness. Everyone had panicked and he said he was the only one in his right mind and he was trying to keep me from falling asleep. And then at one point I just got quiet for a really long time.
He said it scared him like nothing else.
Hearing a man cry always gets to me.
Chris is not the crying type so that shocked the mess out of me.
Everyone kept & keeps asking me why I did it.
It's like no one has been listening for the past seven years.
And to be honest I don't know why everyone was so shocked.
My deepest love to Chris.