Content with myself, scared for others...
Today was a fine day. It was sunny. But it wasn't too hot. We had a fire drill during 3rd period. Took a nice big chunk outa class time.
Talked to some friends. Alicia. Ilana. Scott. Sarah. Greg. Stuart. Doug. Kirill. Brennan. Met a nice girl in my computer class, too. It's so nice to see everyone.
Classes went by like a breez.
But, I got some unfortunate and disturbing news about a friend from the past. I'm so scared. I have no idea how she is and what she's up to at the moment, but I pray to God that she's okay. I can't get to her right now... but I hope there's something I can do someday to save her.
I was heading out of school, talking to Nick, when I ran into another friend. No names. But, it was so good to see him. He got so much taller. He's not lanky anymore. He got... thicker. But he looks great. His voice got a little deeper, too. The one change that I am not thrilled about... is his spirit. He's so down and out. He couldn't even talk to me straight.
What is going ON?
I wish there was something I could do. I feel so guilty just standing here and watching it all happen.